that feeling.. is back again!

i feel fat again.


n i cant excersise cos my da yi ma is here. DAMN. 😦 think i shall eat cereal tml for dinner. HL milk is 100 cals n my corn flakes is super low in cals. super low cal dinner! yipee.

lets just hope n pray tt im gg to eat something tt is healthy for lunch.

i can c my stomach getting bigger. seriously. im not joking. im not imagining it. its REALLY getting bigger.