it just breaks my heart to think that the future that we’ve talked about, what we’ve planned, is not going to materialise anymore. the person whom i’ve grown so close to is not playing e same role. no more hugs and kisses for me when im having a bad day. no one to hold me to sleep or snuggle in on a rainy day. no one for me to share my dreams and silly thoughts with without e fear of being laughed at. no one to hide behind when im watching a horror flick.